Anonymous asked: ik mangoshake told me he was with yu and i was so releived that yu were okay :), just alot of thinking and stuff to do, regents also, nd my phone was off the whole day for all 4 so idk if yu called me and i received yer text the next morning. sorry boobie. i should have told yu but im horrible with expressing what i feel cus i didnt know what to say at the time, nor did i have the guts to face yu. btw june 3rd yu have church right? ._. and yu already know i wouldnt leave yu forever or ever.

He only told you because I was crying at freaking 3 in the morning asking if he was going to leave me next. He had to hold me so I wouldn’t get upset. Regents aren’t here for a couple of weeks. Your phone may have been off but there was still aim and in school. Told me what? You still didn’t explain anything. The guts to face me with what? I thought you wouldn’t leave me but I honestly don’t know anymore…

Anonymous asked: hi matt. It's me keith. I'm sorry for being a bum, but for the past few weeks I've felt so disconnected from you, as if someone cut us off. I don't want to be the reason for why you cry, and i never want to be. I love you so much and I'm worried outta my mind. I don't want us to keep ignoring each other, this isn't what we both planned or intended on doing. Told yu, i'll never stop caring for you even if you do the worst of worst. I just needed space and time to think. please reply. I Love you

Hi. Well you were the reason that I have been crying for days. You’re only worried because now you feel guilty. There wasn’t an “us” ignoring each other, you were ignoring me. I tried so many ways to talk to you and you didn’t even say a word. If you “needed space and time to think” you could have told me. Instead you left me to believe that you were done with me like everyone else in my life. You just ignored me without an explanation or reason. I didn’t plan or intend on doing anything, all I did was try an talk to you. A lot happened this week and my closest friend wouldn’t even look at me and I broke down. I spend most of my classes going to the “bathroom” so I could cry and I was going to do “the worst of worst” but lucky enough, I went to ‘his’ house and he comforted me from the moment I arrived till 5 a.m. when I finally went to sleep. If it weren’t for ‘him’ I may have done something drastic. I know this sounds rude and mean but at the moment I’m not in the mood for being all nice and happy.  Take all the space and time you need to think because I don’t understand what’s fogging up your brain. Wait a sec……maybe it’s because you didn’t talk to me!